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This post is titled You know what truly bugs me right now? by author SoulJah.
Not having a predefined routine to go through every morning. Yes, I have my Aikido classes and Touch Rugby matches, but those are afternoon activities. My mornings usually consist of... Well, actually nothing. I'd be too wasted from my all night surfing that by 7 or 8 am, I'd be preparing to go to sleep. Yes. I've turned into somewhat of a vampire bat.
It hasn't occured to me until just recently, that I like having a routine to go through. Like, watching Simpsons everyday, and then catching Friends on tv a bit later. That sense of needing to belong somewhere at that specific time keeps one moving. Even if school was such a drab, at least the routine of seeing my friends meant that it was somewhat enjoyable. I didn't realize it at first, but the reason I sign up for Aikido and Touch is that they have specific time and days of the week that requires my presence there.
I don't know if this is due to my needing to have a sense of belonging, but I'm not ready to delve into the Psychological ramblings at this time of the day. Even then, I really don't have a need to belong to a specific group of people really. Even during Aikido and Rugby, I'd rather keep to myself. So that's how I deduced that I only need a routine, even flimsy as it may sound, but it gets me through the week.
I vaguely remember how I felt at MS, my old high school. Going through a routine might be good for me, but there's always drab moments during those routines. Like Maths, where I always spend my time sleeping at the back of the class, never handing a piece of work in. But I digress. But there's that element of a routine that gets me through week by week. Even if it means I zone out most of the time.
So what's the point of my rambling exactly? I don't know. Not having a job means these things kinda nags at your noggin' at 4 am in the morning ya know. But hey, at least I have a project to finish by this April 1st.
Hmm... Ya know... I might have a need for deadlines as well...
...
It hasn't occured to me until just recently, that I like having a routine to go through. Like, watching Simpsons everyday, and then catching Friends on tv a bit later. That sense of needing to belong somewhere at that specific time keeps one moving. Even if school was such a drab, at least the routine of seeing my friends meant that it was somewhat enjoyable. I didn't realize it at first, but the reason I sign up for Aikido and Touch is that they have specific time and days of the week that requires my presence there.
I don't know if this is due to my needing to have a sense of belonging, but I'm not ready to delve into the Psychological ramblings at this time of the day. Even then, I really don't have a need to belong to a specific group of people really. Even during Aikido and Rugby, I'd rather keep to myself. So that's how I deduced that I only need a routine, even flimsy as it may sound, but it gets me through the week.
I vaguely remember how I felt at MS, my old high school. Going through a routine might be good for me, but there's always drab moments during those routines. Like Maths, where I always spend my time sleeping at the back of the class, never handing a piece of work in. But I digress. But there's that element of a routine that gets me through week by week. Even if it means I zone out most of the time.
So what's the point of my rambling exactly? I don't know. Not having a job means these things kinda nags at your noggin' at 4 am in the morning ya know. But hey, at least I have a project to finish by this April 1st.
Hmm... Ya know... I might have a need for deadlines as well...
...
Posted by SoulJah at 4:16:00 AM
