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This post is titled by author SoulJah.
Heh... The previous post is for a specific someone I shall not reveal. Any bit of information can be used to know who this person is. Well anyway... I wanna talk about me for a while. Not a long, drawn out post, just a simple one. And here it is...
The preceeding years before this was so uneventful and boring that if I was to exponentially graph my boredom level, it can be said that I won't be doing anything this year, and live like a mildew-infested bum off of my parents. Hell, last year I even made a prediction that I would die, and I'd be happy dying, seeing how my life is one boring mess and I won't regret leaving this world; saying things akin to "I don't wanna be bored when I reach [this certain age]. I'd be happy if my life was taken before I reach [this certain age]". Somehow, I feel that I made a premature prediction, and I pray to God that that prediction was made in a time of dark circumstances, and the Almighty shall stricken that comment off of my "Stupid Comments to be Considered for Approval" list.
Even though I seem like someone that would not leave his teen years, being rather playful, crazy and stupid, I always considered myself to be one to be already mature in my thinking process. Some of my closest friends can attest to this, debates raging on even about the simplest of matters, and aspiring to be one of mature thought in my appearance and how I carry myself. It can be said that I didn't like my teen life very much, which can be attributed to my boring life.
But now, there are so much laid out in front of me. Greener pastures can be seen just over the thorny vines that cover the pathway. I hope, nay, I shall strive to reach greener pastures in my own way, even through the said thorny vines, even through years of darkness, even through tragedy, I shall reach it. There is so much to lose. So much. Support me through this time, dear God, and I will do whatever I can to support others in my little circle of influence.
I know I belittle your support for me over the years, but I know I can change. I will change. For my future seed, I will change. I know that doing good deeds unto others, sidestepping the pathway to eternal damnation, and other little, miniscule things does not carry that much weight, but I hope that you shall see my good intention.
For Family. For Comrades. For Love. Help me through.
I'M GETTING OLD! AND FAST!
The preceeding years before this was so uneventful and boring that if I was to exponentially graph my boredom level, it can be said that I won't be doing anything this year, and live like a mildew-infested bum off of my parents. Hell, last year I even made a prediction that I would die, and I'd be happy dying, seeing how my life is one boring mess and I won't regret leaving this world; saying things akin to "I don't wanna be bored when I reach [this certain age]. I'd be happy if my life was taken before I reach [this certain age]". Somehow, I feel that I made a premature prediction, and I pray to God that that prediction was made in a time of dark circumstances, and the Almighty shall stricken that comment off of my "Stupid Comments to be Considered for Approval" list.
Even though I seem like someone that would not leave his teen years, being rather playful, crazy and stupid, I always considered myself to be one to be already mature in my thinking process. Some of my closest friends can attest to this, debates raging on even about the simplest of matters, and aspiring to be one of mature thought in my appearance and how I carry myself. It can be said that I didn't like my teen life very much, which can be attributed to my boring life.
But now, there are so much laid out in front of me. Greener pastures can be seen just over the thorny vines that cover the pathway. I hope, nay, I shall strive to reach greener pastures in my own way, even through the said thorny vines, even through years of darkness, even through tragedy, I shall reach it. There is so much to lose. So much. Support me through this time, dear God, and I will do whatever I can to support others in my little circle of influence.
I know I belittle your support for me over the years, but I know I can change. I will change. For my future seed, I will change. I know that doing good deeds unto others, sidestepping the pathway to eternal damnation, and other little, miniscule things does not carry that much weight, but I hope that you shall see my good intention.
For Family. For Comrades. For Love. Help me through.
Posted by SoulJah at 11:44:00 AM
